Awh...the smells

I think that any pregnant woman can agree with me that your sense of smell escalates greatly during pregnancy.  It has been particularly strong this time.  The dog is rarely in the house but within seconds of her coming in I am wanting to gag. Some foods cooking smell good, where others require airing out the house afterwards.  You never know what it will be and it depends on the day.  Steve regularly comes home with products from Bath and Body Works to improve the smell of our house.  Candles, air fresheners, plug-ins, you name it!  Such a sweet husband I have. My friends told me that she couldn't stand the smell of her husband when she was pregnant. That is not a problem for me- I just can't stand the smell of MYSELF! I am constantly asking Steve if I stink and he either lies and says "no" or I really don't stink, I just feel like I do.  It makes me crazy cause it is obviously impossible to get away from the smell of yourself! 

Well I am not the only one with a strange sense of smell right now.  The other day Carter came and sat next to me on the couch.  He started sniffing at me.  I thought, "Oh great, here we go, verification that I really do stink!"  But, what came out of his mouth was, "Mom, you smell like Home Depot."  I busted up laughing.  But my question is, does Home Depot scent count as stink?

You know it's time to have a baby when...

5.  Even when wearing maternity clothes, you can feel a breeze up your shirt signaling that your stomach is showing from below.
4. Complete strangers comment on your "cute little belly ball" and want to touch it. When you tell them there is a month to go, you get a "You poor soul" look and then they quickly walk away.
3. The weight and the inches increase daily rather than monthly.
2. Getting in and out of bed, a chair, or a car proves to be nearly impossible, and extremely painful. Don't even mention the floor. 
1. MEN comment on how large your belly is. Yes, that is MEN.  And not just men you know...

Roasting in the snow

This year Carter had a campfire birthday.  The kids enjoyed roasting hotdogs and marshmallows, making smores, and playing games. They honestly would have been just as happy playing and running around, but I managed to get in a treasure hunt and pin the hotdog on the fire (lame I know-but they loved it!) My mom found a smores cake online and I made that, which ended up being super easy and turned out really cute. He loved it!  Even with the snow outside, the fire kept them warm and entertained.  He loved all the Starwars and weapons he got from friends. 

His favorite family presents were his paper jamz guitar,  Starwars fighter pods, and Lego Ningago guy.  He got spoiled, as usual, but was pretty polite and grateful for a  6 year old which made me happy.

I think he had a great day from the donuts we took to his school class to the party with friends and then family.  It made for a full day, but a fun one too.  As always, the goal was to make him happy and feel special- I think we accomplished that! Phew!

#6 for my little boy

I can't express the love I have for this little boy! He is a light in my life. His smile, his kisses and hugs, his sweet voice and his little attitude all touch the heart of his mommy.  Steve say's I have a soft spot for him and he is probably right. 

I can't believe 6 years have passed and all that has happened in those 6 years.  I continue to learn how to handle this very opinionated, active, and manipulating little monkey and enjoy the learning process. 

Forever and ever

Saturday, February 11, Steve and I were sealed in the Oquirhh Mountain temple.  It was such an amazing day!  My whole family was able to be there with us and some of Steve's family as well.  The temple was perfect of course and was so peaceful.  Afterward, we had everyone over for lunch, thanks to my amazing mom who completely took over the meal planning and prep so I didn't have to worry about it.  The food was great (it is impossible not to be when my mom is behind the cooking), and the company made it even better.  I couldn't have asked for a better, more complete day.  I am truly the luckiest girl. Actually, luck has nothing to do with it- I am truly blessed by my Heavenly Father and thank him everyday for the life he has given me. 

I wish I didn't look like a balloon but what do you do!

The girls insisted on wearing white. So cute!

Forever family

There may not be snow but it was cold.

Sleeping girl

Many of you are probably aware of the sleep challenges we have had with Elli.  Over the course of her life we have tried many things, done much research, and banged our heads helplessly against the wall.  No matter what we did nothing seemed to work.  I had given up and just let her come in and sleep on our floor as long as she didn't wake us up.  We knew it couldn't be good for her but we were out of ideas.  With the baby coming soon I obviously haven't been sleeping well either.  Steve tried to help in every way he could. One day he came home with this maternity pillow called a Snoogle. It is really big and wraps around your whole body either from the front or the back. I tried it for a few nights and it was fine but nothing special. Elli and Carter both thought it was the coolest thing.  They wanted to try sleeping with it so I let Carter one night and then Elli the next.  Well, Elli didn't wake up! 

Steve and I both woke up several times to make sure she was breathing in her bed alone.  Sure enough, she was snuggled right in the middle of that big pillow sound asleep.  I laughed and prayed my thanks immediately as I was so unbelievable grateful for just one night of hope!  We decided the next day to let her try again.  Same thing happened!  We are now down 6 nights without a little Elli in our room!  Now I am scared to get my hopes up that this is permanent, but I refuse to not be optimistic either.  Who woulda thought that the solution to my years of sleepless nights, stress and tears could be solved with a $50 pillow for a pregnant lady?!  Why didn't I think of that sooner!  I don't care the weirdness of this little miracle, and call me crazy, but I can not tell you how many prayers of thanks have been made this last 6 days.  It is truly a miracle in my eyes and couldn't be a coincidence.  I know a blessing when I see one! 

30 weeks

I feel guilty that I haven't documented any of this pregnancy.  Despite the sickness and pain, I do enjoy being pregnant. I like being part of the miracle of bringing a new life into the world.  I love feeling my baby move, hearing his heartbeat, and planning for his arrival.  I feel so blessed to have the ability to carry a child, I know it is a great blessing and great responsibility. 

This last trimester has begun with its challenges.  My back and hips are struggling, very painful. I don't sleep well and can't ever get comfortable. It doesn't help that I am in the process of my 3 month student teaching experience in a first grade class and am gone 8.5-9 hours a day.  Even though Carter is still in Kindergarten I feel that I am constantly caring for 27 Carter's.  Love the boy and love the age, but 27 of them every day for 7.5 hours (we have extended day schools), is just a bit overwhelming when dealing with the energy level accompanied with my severe back/hip pain.  The combination leaves me pretty useless the rest of the time!  Poor Steve has had to take on quite the load at home. I can not express how thankful I am for such an amazing husband. 

Despite the overwhelming work and the pain, I am enjoying my student teaching.  My cooperating teacher is great. She is very understanding and accommodating.  I am learning a lot and the experience is priceless.  I love the school I am in and the Principal too.  Even with the frustrating moments, those kids make me laugh every day.  It is impossible not to love them, and yearn for their well being. I am thankful to have this opportunity and just hope I make it through before this little guy decides to make his grand entrance.  I should have one week to spare, but you never know!

Doctor says I am measuring just right. I have gained less weight than with my other two but I also started out bigger.  We have another ultrasound in a few weeks to check baby's kidneys again before birth but I feel a lot less worried knowing whatever it is, is fixable.   This little man is very active.  The kids and Steve all enjoy feeling him move and of course I do too!  I just hope he decides to sleep at least some normal times once he arrives.  I am excited for April, but I feel content right now knowing that he is protected and can be with me all the time.  Its amazing how the bond begins so soon between a mother and her child. I am thankful for this time!

These pictures are horrible but at least I feel that I have something to show my belly.  I had to tweak the coloring a little bit cause I look terrible. The bags under my eyes look like black eyes, I am slouching, my hair is flat and greasy, and my skin is pasty white.  There was no way to hide it all but hey, I tried!